Common origin and common destination
Each story is specific to the human who lives it, even if it is obvious , it must be said.
This axiom,it is one to me, contains by itself the most important laws we have to discover, and apply. As I read in this forum, dare to think ! The matter is not to be rigth, or wrong, just dare to think and learn by yourself … then share and serve.
Of course, this will lead to many mistakes, these latter are very important. Without it, we cannot progress.
These few sentences could be an excellent summing up of my path.
I spent many year as a rosicrucian, free masson. I left both when I understood they tried to sell to the member I was something they did not discovered by themselves. Knowledge, and more specifically esoterics must be given for free. Of course, if you create an organization, there are costs. But they must be limited to a strict minimum. That being said, this is just my own opinion, and in these organisations, most of their members are honests.
My first contact with Laurency's work has been initiated by a free masson. It has been like travelling in a dark tunnel, and suddenly, the dawn … Something different, at he same time, obvious to me, and a 'foggy' feeling of 'I knew that'. Was it real remembrance or an intellectual construction ? Hard to say … I try to be sure that my reason is not too far from earth … So, I dare to think it was remembrance … Migth be just an illusion, skepticism is, in any case, a good tool ( at least, to me ! )
Now, I read, re-read, re-re-read … Lawrency's books. Meditate them, and try to find my way of applying them in my own life.
I think, that the major step, has been to focus on the law of Freedom. It led me to clearly distinguish individuality ( monad ) and personnality ( an instance of it in an incarnation ). Each time, I meet someone, I try to feel the presence of its individuality ( a monad, i.e. a divine being ). As a consequence, each time it is an honnor, in another words, I am facing a god. But I remember, that I am interacting with a personnality, which is in progress, … as me.
It is just my way on doing it, Lawrency's work affords me these steps. It has been a 'real revelation'.
Thanks for your time, and sorry for any mistakes, I am just french.